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but here we are Crucified upon this Cross ("my puny life") on the Hill of Golgotha( which means skull) (on our own "head": hinting at Imagination which is Jesus) we decide things based on faggy "realness" (animal instinct compels), and we TRY to "manifest" but we always still see imagination as "less real" than this faggy Shadow world, thus the failure.
No, even the very concept of "manifesting" is faulty, because "manifesting" presupposed that "i want to make what i 'MERELY' imagine into ""Reality"" cos imagination is just that and this tiring world is where realness and MEANING is",
FALSE well fucking guess what it fails because you already decided that that imaginary scene you keep having are just a MEANS to something else and not an END to itself!
When u do your scene and u come out u have to UNDERSTAND the scene is REAL and not "uhh i just SATS, i hope it happens soon" no it's already there it's already happened there! It's there! TO GOD IT'S ALL "REAL"!(thus nothing "is".) TO GOD EVERY SCENE THAT EXISTS IN INFINITY IS ALREADY RIGHT THERE SITTING! Act the same, u Crucified boy!
u ARE satisfied there. and when u open your eyes u don't have to SEE it anymore!
GOD doesn't care if things happen or not in this Corpse World of Shadows because he already has it all, but u search again and again in this corpse shadow world u miss the point, miss the mark, "Sin"! Jesus (Imagination) is the refuge (not just refuge, but even your pre-birth and after-death REALITY) of your sorry crucified puny self! "Realness" doesn't matter, it's just temporary self-trick of Demiurge (your blinded self right now).
when u "IMAGINE", it actually IS! because you're the "I AM", always, forever!
If you don't have something, you 'will not have it'. If you have something, you 'will have it'!
But you actually have it! The joke is since the beginning you've always already had it all, Jesus!
