Another effect I experienced was the merging of various senses. Particularly, it felt like the sense of smell and sense of handholdinguality had completely merged. The 'smell' I described early had gotten so intense that I felt like I was bathing it. I would describe further, but I can't. Not because I have forgotten since, but because I had forgotten right after it happened. I remember 'waking up' at about 9PM with my first thought being 'the feeling is starting to fade away'. I couldn't remember a single thing that happened in the last twelve or so hours. I had spent twelve whole hours in a deep trance doing nothing but staring at CRBA. It was truly like the time dimension had disappeared, and that I was thinking unimaginable things, because suddenly, I could remember anything. Like I had been asleep, but I was awake the whole time. The following few days I had only started to realize how bizarre what had just happened was. And I continued to feel as if each morning, that it could have all been in a dream. But days turned into months and now years, and I still haven't woken up. So that begs the question, am I still just in one gigantic dream? In the almost two years since, I actually have not looked at CRBA almost at all, aside from a handful of designated images, because I want to preserve it for if I feel like getting into one of these trances. I don't to ruin them by looking at them casually. In the following few months after first discovering CRBA, I looked more into AVCHonline. I found various names he used, all of which pen names in different languages. I discovered many other things, including what appeared to be the origin story of CRBA. In 2012, Sean post this artwork (https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/Little-Sean-dance-ballet-330812874) telling the story of how his mother forced him to dress like a little girl. It seems that this later inspired the CRBA series, with the first CRBA artworks being drawn in late 2015, but only being posted around March 2016. I also discovered this very somber one: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/Trying-to-say-goodbye-330615364 Over time, I became more acquainted with Sean's other series. Including the sonic series, the TrixieSnoopy series, the Lucyan series, the comics featuring his OC, the Umamusume series, the Equion series, the BOV series, and several others. I also began discovering his music on SoundCloud and on YouTube. There were many music series too, the legend of canterlot, the music poems, the CRBA music, glory of equestria, PonyCal, and many others. Fast forward to September 2025, I launched a site to catalog all of the CRBA artwork (that was not lost) in one place and in the highest quality. About a month later, I launched companion imageboard for the site. https://crba.dedyn.io https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

>BTW, is there a way to use the snow JS on this on vichan? I've been meaning to add a snow JS on CRBAchan, but couldn't find one. They're the css snowflakes https://pajasevi.github.io/CSSnowflakes/

>>11476 for the gallery, could there be an option to navigate through ID number and/or chronological upload date? it would be useful in cases such as when a new artwork is uploaded.

>>11483 >for the gallery, could there be an option to navigate through ID number and/or chronological upload date? Sure! I'll do that at some point. It shouldn't be hard given that I have the upload dates for (nearly) all of them. >it would be useful in cases such as when a new artwork is uploaded. Unfortunately, Sean has not posted any CRBA artwork for many years now.

Hello, as promised I tried drew to draw fanart. It's not very good, but at least I tried. https://ib.crba.dedyn.io/mod.php?/crba/res/189

>>11471 Sounds like a good year you had, happy for you hikarin My 2025 was very boring and uneventful compared to last year but nothing really bad happened thankfully

>>11471 >has a gf Leave, normie handholding haver.

my 2025 was okay ^_^ the last portion of the year was the best tho since i met someone really special !!!!!!! trip to europe was also pretty cool

>>11479 Sounds nice, where in Europe did you go to?

>>11477 i'm not a normie at heart i swear, i have just adapted to operate in their system. believe me kudasai

i signed a wish contract with that creature and now i got balls up my ass

>>11465 What does this mean?

>>11458 HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH???? WHAT THE HECK???????????

>>11459 >>11460 You see, a cookie is sweet like a womans VAGINA. The cookies crumbs are akin to droplets of pussy juice, delicious like nectar. This is why tetos pussy = cookie. What a tasty treat.

>>11462 what about having teto's actual cookies mixed with love nectar instead? you get twice the good taste that way.

>>11463 It's weird how I know which anime you're referencing, yet I've never seen it.

>>1797 Shut up gay loser nerd who can barely get ethernet to work on a virtual machine

Here's me browsing Syrno's site >>1798 Haven't looked into it in a while and wanted to take a peek. It does not run very well lol. Works well enough for a testing environment or as a way to run very old software incompatible with newer versions I guess. Disappointing to see that over 29 years of development it is still only functional for niche cases. >>1799 You will be groped for your crimes. I did get the ethernet to work thank you very much.

>>1800 grope me to the fullest extent of the law

Use ReactOS as a daily driver >>1801 This nyagan is part of the gay mafia

can it run the zig compiler for windows? I have a drive with windows that I use when I can't trust cross-compilation but windows 11 doesn't support this machine

test

test

>>10188 wowa, whats next? 2026?

>>11419 2026 is canceled, sorry. We're skipping right to 2027.

>>11441 Maybe this is a good thing because I hate this decade, although I don't expect the 2030s to be much better

>>11441 Uwaa! that means ill be much older next year

>>11456 Please continue to stay young

>>1795 >Newcomers, and even some tech-savvy users don't write their own packages. In fact most people don't even need to do that. Why should that be considered? That's what I was thinking. I've been a casual Linux user for years (I've used debian, arch, and fedora based distros) but I have never once written my own package nor have I needed to. Linux is quite easy for the casual user as long as they have a basic understanding of how computers work, and even then the new fancy immutable distros that use flatpaks are so easy my grandmother could figure it out.

thank you very gozaimasu. i am the hikarin who asked :3

Sadly hikarin I have no skillz in this area but best of luck to you!

this is how it looks

draw Yuno Gasai next onegai

cuteee :DD

I will share a list of Intro/Transition to Proof resources: >Textbooks Journey into Mathematics: An Introduction to Proofs - Joseph J. Rotman Proof, Logic, and Conjecture: The Mathematician's Toolbox - Robert S. Wolf Bridge to Abstract Mathematics: Mathematical Proof and Structures - Ronald P. Morash Alice in Numberland: A Students’ Guide to the Enjoyment of Higher Mathematics - John Baylis, Rod Haggarty >Lecture Notes A Primer for Logic and Proof - Holly P. Hirst and Jeffry L. Hirst http://www.appstate.edu/~hirstjl/primer/hirst.pdf Modicum Mathematicum: A Swath Through The Basic Language Of Abstract Math - Paolo Aluffi https://math.hawaii.edu/~pavel/Aluffi_notes_321_Modicum.pdf Proof, Sets, and Logic - M. Randall Holmes https://randall-holmes.github.io/proofsetslogic.pdf Basic Concepts of Mathematics - Elias Zakon http://www.trillia.com/zakon1.html

>>330 hi math-anon. do you have any book recs for real variables that aren't rudin? it's extremely terse and dry and doesn't really motivate much it covers so i want to supplement it i was thinking of going through apostol or abbot but neither seem to cover lebesgue theory or multivariable functions as far as i know

Does any anon know some resources for learning biology ?

>>371 what level of biology?

>>371 Depends on what you're looking for, but OpenStax textbooks are always a good place to start. https://openstax.org/subjects/science They have highschool level bio, college level bio, and microbiology textbooks available for free.

I love it~

i love my little desktop miku sadly it seems shimejis are a dying art.

>>1599 i have just realized shimeji simulation is a manga series. seems i missed the point

yesss!! i love that mangaka’s art!!!!!

Yesssss big fan my laptop desktop wallpapers are all tsukumizu drawings Wondering if there will be a new manga

>>11426 My Thanksgiving was very good. The food was really great. Nice to see my family too.

im THANKFUL FOR HIKARI3 AND ANIME GIRLS

>>11426 What should I even be thankful for?!

>>11438 There is lots to be thankful for. You are alive and well, likely in a developed country. You are able to experience life with its many ups and downs and make it into what you want. You're open to good food and fellowship and fulfillment, and the journey to find those things. No blackpilling on my hikarinchan.

>>11439 Maybe if everyone will feed me, be my company, and get me a good job

I learned to drive manual when I was 16 and never touched a car again because walking or taking a bus is easier. I enjoy those 15 minutes of doing nothing and just looking at the city.

>>11358 move to some place on the east coast. more towns there have mixed use zoning so you wouldn't have to drive as much as you would elsewhere

>>11370 What if I'm checked out?

it is bad in theory, but think about it, all the pain about insurance, taxes, finding the car, the ac not working. If you have a job within walking distance, I say you're fine

>>11395 Also car hijacking, car vandalism, parking fees, planned obsolescence with cryptic maintenance knowledge for exactly your car model and the corresponding rip-offs for maintenance and repair

>>114 Yes, I know English.

>>325 Do you really?

English is my second language. Learned Japanese last year for 1 month, probably reaching a level slightly under N5 level. Had to stop due to uni entrance exams, now I`m majoring at Philosophy and want to return to nihongo, though I'll probably learn Deutsch語 since it's fits better for my context and seems cooler than Furansu語. >>158 Your writing is comprehensive so you're doing quite well, in my humble opinion. I'm curious though, what are the other languages you know? (Btw, are you still here, hikarin?)

I’m a native speaker of Greek and learned English since i was young, now im trying to improve my Spanish and learn Russian for my Armenian friend (and for myself ofc)

>>114 I had to learn 3 languages but the one I really had chose to learn is Japanese. I don't have any time for VNs, anime, and games though. Man...

>>1062 I was able to upload a 17.83 MB file so I'm not sure what happened

this is a cool image op

What's keeping you up? Do you normally have trouble sleeping?

>>11435 don't know what exactly is keeping me up, i just cannot sleep, although sometimes, when i do manage to go to sleep, i'll wake up too shortly after (for a grand total of like 2 hours of sleep).

>>11436 Have you talked to a doctor about it? Do any of the go-to sleeping habits help? Like reducing screen time before bed, exercising, what have you.

>>11338 I used to smoke alot and also like alcohol alot. Though due to like, health issues and well my partner i stopped smoking entirely! i used to snap off the filters off malboro reds tho...

>>11420 i could never snap off the filters of ciggies im too much of a pussy

>>11421 Yeah it's kinda disgusting I will admit! I used to like smoking filterless in general, but I never really bought a tar guard. I do kinda miss an early morning cigarette with a good black coffee.

i like mushrooms but only around summer time since the weather really alters my emotions in that state

>>11427 nice! I just picked up 7 grams to take over the next few months, my first time as well

>>11411 How did you manage that Hikarin?

>>11412 its because i was born like that, but the dentist said other than that my teeth are all perfect and beautiful

I hope you get your tooths sorted out hikarin. Was it a wisdom tooth? I hear they can grow in weird ways like that.

>>1786 i have been on the prowl for some good irc channels as well, i have found some good channels on i2p but non are alive per-se.

to what? hit nails? no that would be dumb

>>11224 which head?

I use my head as a basketball.

>>11228 Shota Ameri-kun is sooo kawaii desu!!! Is there porn of him?

>>11228

High-effort funpost

Cute cirno

such a cutie patalouli

This is awesome anon

Is this modern art?

so deep

kawaii

OMGG!!!!I LOVE MINKY MOMOOOOO

looks awesome, is she flipping me off?

z4rc

fire

buh buy 4chong what will yotsuba do now

very naisu miku